I'm feeling really good today. Don't you love the feeling of euphoria? I can't exactly explain why I have it because if you examine my current situation it doesn't look that great especially financially. My six week contract ends next week and I'm out of work. I have some irons in the fire and I'm pretty confident they'll work out but there is nothing signed or sealed. I have some money set aside, but nothing that'll carry me for months and months. Yet...I'm still highly confident my business will be going strong by year end. I remain terribly excited.
I am leaving my long term employer and although on the surface we are behaving very kindly and professionally, truthfully I'm disgruntled about how it all went down. I don't want to burn any bridges and no good will come of a frank discussion because nothing will change. I have attempted it in the months since work blew up, but haven't been successful. Being bitter won't move me forward, so I won't spend anymore time talking about my dissatisfaction, besides I'm really happy right now.
My love life is going super well. He's out of Province right now so I miss him, but I'll take missing someone I care about that being alone with no one to miss any day. We haven't moved in yet, no date on when that'll happen, we have some logistics we're working on. I love being loved, it's been a long time for me. I was really wondering if I was too choosy or if I was too caught up in the pursuit and was being too much the writer, looking for the story etc. But...when I look at all the men I've met and the few I had relationships with, it was preparation for this man. I was ready for him, and he for me. Besides the chemistry we have we're well suited to each others temperaments and both are sweetly protective of the relationship.
I'm putting my whole face here because some think I hate my nose enough to chop it out of pictures. Honestly it's not terrible, I chop myself up to make myself anonymous. So guess I blow that here huh.